Showing posts with label belief. Show all posts
Showing posts with label belief. Show all posts

Monday, September 20, 2010

Doubt

Today in class, my teacher asked us to write about the issue of doubt and it hit a chord. It wasn’t because I don’t think this world is going to get better, because I know it will. It wasn’t because I was frustrated or angry, because I love what I do. But doubt is real and constant and everyone experiences it. I realized that I doubted constantly, not my efforts or my major goals, but sometimes I doubt and become frustrated with myself, my failures and what I do along the way. I wasn’t too pleased with myself and I wondered how I could tell anyone to get of their rears and take action when I was doubting.

But then I reliezed that I’ve doubted constantly. I doubted there would be a better time in my life for me to get involve then at this very moment. I doubted that because I was young I couldn’t make a difference. I doubted that some things are set in stone and will never change. I doubted that some people are apathetic. I doubted that I would live a mundane life.

And at the same time I believed. I believed we would change this world together- starting now and from this moment on; that anyone no matter their condition, abilities, or stage in live has a giant contribution to make; that I, like everyone else have only to take a chance to change a life; that all bad things can change; that every person has felt love and desires to feel it again; and that I will be anything but mundane.

(thanks for the picture Flickr!)